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Kodi mng'ono wanga adzakhala wodziimira payekha?

Nthawi zonse takhala pafupi ndi mchimwene wanga. Pamene ndinkakula, zinali zachibadwa kuti ndizimusamalira. Ngakhale atakwatiwa. Olek alibe chochita m'moyo. Ndinkafuna kuti asapite kwa mkazi wanga, choncho ndinayamba kugwira ntchito zina za "amuna". Sindinaloŵerere kwenikweni m’ukwati wa mchimwene wanga, ngakhale kuti mlamu wanga anagwiritsira ntchito mkangano umenewu pamene anaganiza zothetsa ukwati.

Ndakumana ndi vuto ndi anyamata. Nthawi zina ndimaseka kuti zinachitika kuti ine ndi Olek sitinasiyane. Komabe, ndinaona kuti Olek anali wozoloŵera kutenga chilichonse m’manja. Ndimakonza zinthu, ndimakumana ndi nthawi yomaliza, kulipira ngongole (osati nthawi zonse), kusiya chakudya ... sindinong'oneza bondo chilichonse, koma ndikufuna kumva mawu oti "zikomo" kamodzi. Nthaŵi ina, nditachoka kwa nthaŵi yaitali, iye anadzibweretsera iye mwini ndi nyumba pa mkhalidwe woipa kwambiri.

Posachedwapa, ndinazindikira kuti Olek akhoza kudalira ine muzochitika zilizonse, ndipo ndatsala ndekha ndi mavuto. Ndili ndi zaka 45, iye ali ndi zaka 38. Kodi mchimwene wanga adzakhala wodziimira payekha? Kapena mwina ndife okalamba kwambiri kuti tisinthe?

Khazikani mtima pansi

Wokondedwa Rose,

sikunachedwe konse kwa izo. Inde, zingakhale zabwino ngati nonse mukufuna kusintha ubale wanu. Tsoka ilo, m’bale amene mumam’tumikira moyo wanu wonse amaona kuti ndi ntchito yake yopatulika ndiponso yosatheka kuti akuthandizeni. Mukayamba kupanduka kapena pamene akuona kuti simukuyesayesa mokwanira, amadandaula kwambiri za malo amene mumakhala, mikhalidwe ndiponso, koposa zonse, za thanzi lanu, zimene zimakupangitsani kudzimva kukhala wolakwa.

Kakonzedwe ka maso ka maso ka makadi a Emperor, Authority, and Priesss kukudziwitsani kuti iye anavulala m’mutu ali mwana, kusonyeza kuti mukudzimva kukhala ndi mlandu wa ngoziyo. Popanda chosowa. Kuvulala, ndithudi, sikunasiye chizindikiro chokhazikika m'thupi kapena m'maganizo a Olek. Kumbali ina, The Great Ark Zero, imakudziwitsani kuti mbale wanu anaphunzira msanga kutengerapo mwayi pazochitikazo ndikukunyengani. Ndipo mwapita patali podziteteza. Mkazi wa Olek sananama. Kukhalapo kwanu kosalekeza ndi kukhulupirira kuti mumadziwa bwino zomwe mwamuna wamkulu, wokwatiwa amafunikira zimamupangitsa kumva ngati wowonjezera kunyumba kwake.

Bungwe: tengerani galu pobisalira (IX Pentakli) ndikumusamalira bwino. Pa nthawi yomweyo, pang'onopang'ono kuchoka pa udindo wa wantchito ufulu, homegrown Therapist. Mu 2021, mchimwene wanga adzapeza chibwenzi, ndipo pofika nthawiyo ayenera kuphunzira kudalira yekha. Ndipo inunso masewero olimbitsa thupi adzatuluka mpaka kalekale.