Amayi adzapambana nthawi zonse

Ndinaona khadi la Mfumukazi yotembenuka. Ndipo lasso iyi imayimira wakuda wamalingaliro mayi wachigawenga.

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Nthawi zina ndinkaona Agnieszka pafupi ndi Królewski Lazienki. Ndinazindikira izi chifukwa galimoto yofiirira yokwera mtengo inali yotchuka. Inakwera ndi akazi awiri, amayi ndi mwana wamkazi, onse ovala bwino zovala zapamwamba. Ndipo tsiku lomwe Agnieszka adawonekera kunyumba kwanga, kukongola kwake kunali kodabwitsa, koma nditayamba kusuntha sitima yanga, ndidamva kuti mwina sindingathe kuyikapo tarot yake. Anatsekeredwa kotheratu, ngati kuti tinalekanitsidwa ndi chotchinga chosafikirika. Izi sizinali zabwino pamwambowo. Ngakhale zinali choncho, ndinaganiza zoti ndisasiye. Makadi, makamaka kuchokera ku gulu la Malupanga, adakhala osokonezeka kwambiri. Iwo ankatsutsana wina ndi mzake. M'malo mwake, ndikanatha kumaliza gawoli, koma mwanjira ina mosazindikira ndidati: "Moyo wanu siwophweka." Chonde dzichitireni chifundo. Kasitomala wodekhayo adaluma milomo yake ndi mphamvu zake zonse kuti atseke misozi, ndipo ndidazindikira kuti chotchinga chidasweka. Anachita chibwibwi. - Palibe? Ndinabwereza. "Mwina simungalole wina aliyense kulowa?" “Ndinaleredwa motero,” anayankha motero, atavala chigoba chosonyeza kusalabadira. Mwamwayi, kukhudzana komwe kunabwera mosayembekezereka mphindi yapitayi sikunathe. Ndinkatha kudziwa. 

Chinakubweretserani chiyani kwa ine?

Ndinafunsa osafuna kuyamba ndi mavuto omwe Malupanga amaonetsa kuti, "Ntchito," adatero. Ndili ndi zotsatsa ziwiri ndipo sindikudziwa kuti ndivomereze iti. Ndinkaona kuti m’malo mwake zingakhale zovuta kuti aliyense asankhe. Zotheka zonsezo zinali zosangalatsa, zinapereka kutchuka ndi ndalama. Koma ntchito imene ankagwira panopa komanso ntchito imene ankagwira m’tsogolo sizinamusangalatse. Agnieszka anagwira ntchito mwakhama kwa zaka zambiri, akuvutika maganizo, pafupifupi kukukuta mano - Simumakonda ntchito yanu. Simukufuna kutenga aliyense wa omwe mudabwera kudzawafunsa: "Ndikufuna, sindikufuna," adatero, "zilibe kanthu." Ndalama ndi udindo mu akaunti. “Si nthaŵi zonse,” ndinatsutsa motero. Iye anati: “Ndikanagwirizana nanu ngati ndinali wamng’ono ndipo ndinalibe pangano lililonse.  

Amayi adzapambana nthawi zonse, amangofunika kukumbutsidwa za matenda ake.

Ndi amayi anu? - Inde. Bambo anga anachoka ndili ndi zaka 15. Mayi anga ankayendetsanso nyumbayo mwa njira yabwino kwambiri. Mpaka anadwala. Cancer, gawo lachinayi. Iye anachiritsidwa, koma^Ine ndinamvetsera, ndikutsegula masamba atsopano. Ndinawona poyamba mfumukazi inverted. Lasso iyi ikuyimira mayi wachigawenga, wosokoneza maganizo. - Pepani chifukwa chochita mwano, koma adakutsamwitsani pafupifupi kuchokera pachibelekero. Iye ananyalanyaza. Anandidyera masuku pamutu, ndinauza kasitomala wanga. - Matendawa anakhala mkangano waukulu. Lipenga lalikulu. "Ngati suchita izi ndi izo, ndiye kuti ndidwala ndi kufa, ndipo iwe utero?" Masaya a Agnieszka anali ofiira. Anachita mantha, "Zosavuta kunena," adatero. Nthawi yomweyo anamva kuwawa. Ndiye? Kodi ndidatsala pang'ono kusiya kubanki yotetezeka chifukwa cholota? - Chiti? - Ndinazitola - Ndinkafuna kukhala m'chipululu ndikuwombera nyama, - adavomereza mwamanyazi. - Inde, izi sizikuphatikizidwa - Koma chifukwa chiyani? - Ndinadabwa. Amayi ali otetezeka m'zachuma, kotero mutha kudzipangira nokha tchuthi lalitali. Palibe chimene chidzachitike. Ndikuvomereza, ndinali kuyembekezera uthengawo mwachidwi. Patatha mwezi umodzi, analankhula mosangalala. Analengeza kuti akupita kutchuthi kwa chaka chimodzi ndikubisala m'madambo. Ndinamuyamikira kuchokera pansi pamtima. Koma patapita milungu ingapo ndinaonanso galimoto yofiirira ija. Atatsika, Agnieszka ananamizira kuti sanandiwone, koma amayi ake adawoneka mwachipambano ...